(Version live, sur Salval)
Saw that gap again today
While you were begging me to stay
Take care not to make me enter
If I do we both may disappear
Saw that gap again today
While you were begging me to stay
Managed to push myself away
And you as well, my dear
And you, as well
Pushed you away my dear
I will choke until I swallow
Choke this infant here before me
What are you but my reflection ?
Who am I to judge or strike you...
...down ?
But you're pushing me
And I'm shoving you
And your pushing me
And I'm shoving you
Rest your trigger on my finger
Bang my head upon the fault line
You better take care not to make me enter
If I do we both may disappear
But you're pushing me
And I'm shoving you
And your pushing me
And I'm shoving you
You still love me
We're pushing and were shoving
And you're pushing and I'm shoving
You still love me
And we're pushing and we're shoving
And I'm pushing as your shoving
And I'm slipping back into the gap again
I feel alive when you touch me...
I feel alive when you hold me...
...down
Slipping back into you
I am somewhere I dont wanna be, yeah
Put me somewhere I dont wanna be
Push me somewhere I dont wanna be
Seeing someplace I don't wanna see
Never wanna see that place again...
Saw that gap again today
While you were begging me to stay
Managed to push myself away
And you as well, my dear
If, when I say I may fade like a sigh if I stay
You minimize my movement anyway
I must persuade you another way
Pushing and shoving and
Pushing and shoving and
Pushing me
There's no love in fear
Staring down the hole again
Hands are on my back again
Survival is my only friend
Terrified of what may come
Remember I will always love you
As I claw your fucking throat away
It will end no other way